im sitting here thinking about a girl who is literally 20 feet away from me, waiting in our bed, in vain. sadly, i’m drunk and i dont want to go to the woman i love with this bad breathe, clumsiness, and the feeling of wanting to release everything i ate today. so im waiting…. waiting to sober up and drinking water just to be conscious enough to hold her in my arms and wish her a good night. be able to hold her while thinking of our future. im watching anime and im hungry………… any moment now.